3 words: sewer pipe baby.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2332633/Mother-Chinese-baby-flushed-toilet-says-abandoned-boys-father-night-stand-afford-abortion.html
I WANT TO CRY THESE PICTURES ARE UNBELIEVABLE
June 26, 2013
Greed
time to just let my greed air itself out:
there are lots of repulsively ugly shirts on urban outfitters but the ones i like - I REALLY LIKE
BUT I HAVE NO MONEYYY
AND AMERICAN APPAREL HAS A SALE
and they have mesh bras.
there are lots of repulsively ugly shirts on urban outfitters but the ones i like - I REALLY LIKE
BUT I HAVE NO MONEYYY
AND AMERICAN APPAREL HAS A SALE
and they have mesh bras.
June 25, 2013
June 24, 2013
June 23, 2013
How do you feel like a gender?
I had a whole bunch of thoughts I should've written down when they first came to mind on the car ride home from church but this is the only one I can recall.
Bruno Mars sang a song with the phrase "[my selfish ways] caused a good strong woman like you to walk out of my life."
And then I wondered about if I was a good person. I don't think I am.
I wondered if I was a strong person. I'm definitely not.
And I toyed with the idea of what it meant to be a "woman". I struggled accepting that part of my identity because it just sounded too old and too mature. Too respected. Too responsible. Too accomplished. Too aware of the world. Too a part of the history of this place that people are already beginning to overlook and neglect. I sort of feel like a "girl" still but I don't think that word acknowledges my 20 years of life. I'm just a female.
-going on a tangent-
My thoughts aren't inherently female. Or feminine. Right? Maybe my thoughts are unknowingly colored by these ruling paradigms I can't identify or give a label. The hormones that course through my body and my brain and govern my cravings and interpretations - I can understand them being "womanly." But is everything else so estranged from a guy's sense of relation? Is there anything left over, not accounting the "womanly"? I often have difficulty locating what makes me unique but I think now I'm trying to understand what it is exactly that makes me just like everyone else.
-end tangent-
With my last relationship, it didn't really matter what kind of turmoil went through my head because I didn't sit my (former) significant other down and say the words that needed to be said. Because I wasn't strong enough? Because that would've hurt me too much? Because I was optimistic that he was just going through a phase and that it would end? To this day, I think it's a mix of all of those but if I learned anything from it, it's just that I really don't like doing things that make me uncomfortable.
I'm just gonna end these thoughts here and start doing my homework now, which includes:
and then i want to finishmy anime and my library books, reply to emails, study for the GREs and write a scary story, learn a new dance, start and finish game of thrones.
IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK OF MYSELF TO DO BEFORE 9AM TOMORROW???
Bruno Mars sang a song with the phrase "[my selfish ways] caused a good strong woman like you to walk out of my life."
And then I wondered about if I was a good person. I don't think I am.
I wondered if I was a strong person. I'm definitely not.
And I toyed with the idea of what it meant to be a "woman". I struggled accepting that part of my identity because it just sounded too old and too mature. Too respected. Too responsible. Too accomplished. Too aware of the world. Too a part of the history of this place that people are already beginning to overlook and neglect. I sort of feel like a "girl" still but I don't think that word acknowledges my 20 years of life. I'm just a female.
-going on a tangent-
My thoughts aren't inherently female. Or feminine. Right? Maybe my thoughts are unknowingly colored by these ruling paradigms I can't identify or give a label. The hormones that course through my body and my brain and govern my cravings and interpretations - I can understand them being "womanly." But is everything else so estranged from a guy's sense of relation? Is there anything left over, not accounting the "womanly"? I often have difficulty locating what makes me unique but I think now I'm trying to understand what it is exactly that makes me just like everyone else.
-end tangent-
With my last relationship, it didn't really matter what kind of turmoil went through my head because I didn't sit my (former) significant other down and say the words that needed to be said. Because I wasn't strong enough? Because that would've hurt me too much? Because I was optimistic that he was just going through a phase and that it would end? To this day, I think it's a mix of all of those but if I learned anything from it, it's just that I really don't like doing things that make me uncomfortable.
I'm just gonna end these thoughts here and start doing my homework now, which includes:
redoing my news release- writing a press release
researching a cause-related programprinting out slides for tomorrowdoing 7 pages of japanese homework5 pages of character repetitions- going through 9 powerpoint presentations for my midterm on tuesday
- two page interview write up
and then i want to finish
IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK OF MYSELF TO DO BEFORE 9AM TOMORROW???
June 22, 2013
June 21, 2013
"I love who I am when I'm with you."
is a phrase that I've used before but now it makes me wretch.
Because yeah, it's great if that person can make you into someone great and you achieve things you never thought you could achieve before.
But (reminder to myself): don't owe it all to the other person. You're not supposed to be able to put up with yourself becoming someone you don't like in the first place.
Because yeah, it's great if that person can make you into someone great and you achieve things you never thought you could achieve before.
But (reminder to myself): don't owe it all to the other person. You're not supposed to be able to put up with yourself becoming someone you don't like in the first place.
June 20, 2013
101 Careers in Counseling (lol)- Shannon Hodges
"Licensed counselors are required to earn a graduate degree in counseling, spend 1 to 2 years being supervised n the job by a licensed mental health professional (e.g. licensed counselor, licensed social worker, and licensed psychologist), and pass a state counseling examination to become licensed. Once a counselor has achieved licensure in his or her state, the counselor is recognized as an autonomous professional."
SO EXCITING!!
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