Fifth time blogging. Hopefully the last for today?

Writing helps me a lot. I love words. My words. Your words. God's Word.

[This is sort of a continuation from the last entry, but this entry is made to be concluding for today.]

I used my first blogspot blog privately because I needed a space for my words to breathe. My words were for myself and after transferring them from my mind and through my fingers on to this screen, I could leave them behind. I wouldn't forget, but they wouldn't be at the forefront of my mind any longer.

But those words caged me. I felt like I could only write for myself. Nothing I wrote would've been understandable to others. Even now, I can't break apart my past entries to any person who starts reading that blog. I grew into myself. Inversely. Conversely. I was dependent on myself.

That isn't the mission of CCF this year. Community? Can I really be absorbed into one?

It'll have to begin with me letting people into me. I'm using this new blog to write for others. Conscientiously will I make evident my life accessible. No more ostracizing myself on this bowling table. I learned the difficult way that I easily make getting-to-know me difficult for others. The things I write here will be 100% factual, until I decide to be fictional. I'm a creative writing beast, yo.

Is there a way to get music on my blog? Actually, I wouldn't want to have to maintain it and update it and make sure my songs are tasteful. I want people to come back, not be driven away (though you could always just mute your volumes or designate a special time to just read my blog when you don't have any other audibles playing :D)

I NEED MORE PEOPLE IN MY GRADE TO START BLOGGING. AGH. I CAN'T JUST BE FOLLOWING JUNIORS. AGHHHH. Well, I could, but would all of you want that?

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If you're caged for too long, you forget how to fly. You die.