I had planned to take a picture of me holding an umbrella shot from the perspective of me WHILE holding an umbrella! It was going to be really pretty because you'd see the plaid teal symmetry of my umbrella and the coarse gray background of falling rain. Oh welllllllllll another day, I guess.
People talk about the best halloween ever. The best birthday ever. The best weekend ever.
But really, do they realize all you're saying is that this is the best possible way this day of this month of this year of my life could have been?
Do you realize you're never going to get the day back?
I don't know if I'm explaining this properly but it's like having too much emphasis on a day because of circumstance. If there was no circumstance, there's no significance?
Stop thinking that oh, next week is going to be a blast, and live passively until that one date finally arrives and the purpose of your life thus far becomes dependent on that day's subsequent events.
Enough preaching. I don't have any right to preach. I was just writing because I'm sad I missed a day. I hope this blog doesn't feel ignored. It is my blog though....emphasis on MY. I feel ignored and because this blog is like my (second) baby, it might have inherited some of it's mommy's insecurity.
Is there a dad? :D LOLLOL.
Writing every day won't make my blog anymore interesting. Quite the contrary.
I'm sorry for boring people. Maybe I should pretend to be a brodette for a day.
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The end of my scarf smells like adrenaline.
Frosted Mini Wheats ALMOST replace Honey Bunches of Oats as my new favorite cereal. Eating it noww.
Sam is my new mother. Rich, my new grandmother.
I was reading some guy's xanga and it made me feel bad about how immature my writing still is. Sighsighsigh.
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Hahaha that picture is the best. (:
ReplyDeleteAnd that sounds like the most amazing photo ever. Let's have a photoshoot soon, my dslr's getting lonely !