I'm going to make my blog private soon. I guess I don't trust anyone to read these sorta thoughts anymore. I also feel myself compromising what I write just because I'm aware that someone else will read them so I think that needs to change.

Unfortunately, personal posts aren't unique or insightful because of individual revelation but maybe because they're just inherently novel to another person's eyes. You can only gain access into my head after your eyes have settled on each of these words in this order followed by this punctuation mark. Isn't that odd? But I can't forget about that time I stumbled across a personal blog and

I want to write about how I felt about this driving practice without dishonoring my dad. It never occurred to me before that it would be my last. I'm an okay driver. I should pass.
Hypocrite.

I wonder if I'm a loner by choice. I only talk when I know I need to talk about something. So does that mean I'm left by myself if I can't just say hi for the sake of saying hi without anticipating what or how the conversation will reveal itself? Do I always need a plan? Do I always need a reason?

Imagine getting dressed and not really caring and going out without ever looking at a mirror before you leave. People who write are the type who'll catch their reflection, criticize it, and demand that it be changed until they approve of it and sometimes that takes a long time.