Meteorites.

A meteorite landed in Russia at 9am (in whatever their timezone is).

I'm disappointed that it came as a "surprise" and "out of nowhere."

But I'm happy that the destruction of earth can happen so instantaneously and without prediction. If good things were supposed to happen later on in life, it's better that we all die so no one misses out. But if bad things were supposed to happen later on in life, it's better that we all die so nothing ever has to happen.

Once I'm dead, I won't be mourning anymore.

"Spaghettification" is the process of all our atoms becoming undone when we reach a black hole. I don't want that to happen to me and no amount of resistance or cries from my soul can do anything about it.
My personal ambitions and my dreams and my fears have no effect whatsoever on illnesses or bullets or drugs or the ground beneath my feet.

But I'm a psych major because I want to know that the mind conquers. That miracles happen in hospital beds when somebody realizes that their social support has been there and will always stand by them.

I wish I could draw because my life would be a pretty fascinating anime.

Jesus and all His righteousness will come to avenge his people. I'll let Him have His way since it'll be better than anything I can come up with anyway.